only TO U.......(Lei Zhen)

That bright morning,which i will never forget.
My heart was fired when i met you.
To you,
I was a stranger;
But to me,
You were such familiar.

Since the day,
I had fell in love.
I could read your caring eyes,
I could feel your warm hug,
Although we had never talk.

Time to time,
Taking the morning bus had become my habit,
Looking for you was the first thing i did.
When i felt that my world had been lighten,
you had seemed gone further and further.
I eventually felt unsecure when that sunset afternoon came.
And I knew that sunflowers would no longer stay with me.

Those words I could still remember,
"You are a good girl,
but i have got someone in mind,
and i don't want to hurt her.
I believe that
You will find the right person who belonged to you one day."

My hands were ice-cold, my legs were numbed,
My blood had stop flowing, my heart died.
I walked aimlessly without tears,
As i knew that was not worthy.

So......
I vowed,
I would not see you anymore.
You, would be deleted from my memory permanently,
and I, would not remember you anymore,
The first person i loved.

You might never know that
The wound in my heart was too deep to recover,
The pain which impacted me was too huge to make me stop shaking.
I had hidden all my bleeding memories,
Wrapped them tightly,and
Put them secretly at a tiny corner of my heart.
So that no one could never see them.

I would not hate you,
Never.
As that was not your fault.
Two years has passed by,
I just wonder
How is your life?
Do you still remember me?
Have you found the girl?
and many many......

I know these questions are answerless,
I still want to ask......
Just because I could not control my heart.
If I really disturb your life,
Please forgive me
As i can't forget you.

There is no one else looks like you,
Because I have failed to find such a person to replace you.
One thing you please remember,
I will always be there,
Loving you
Without any regret.